Though beauty gives you a weird sense of entitlement it's rather frightening and threatening to have others ascribe such importance to something you know you're just renting for a while.
The frightening thought that what you draw may become a building makes for reasoned lines.
It is very frightening to feel alone when you are standing against a rich and powerful person and all his attendant helpers.
The really frightening thing about middle age is the knowledge that you'll grow out of it.