You're scrutinized all through your life - you're scrutinized by your family by yourself by society and your friends in a certain way shape or form.
Except for politics no business is scrutinized more exhaustively than journalism.
Birdie is amazing and such an incredible child and I'm having such a great time being a mom but I still want to have a career and I still look forward to auditions and parts and when I don't get them I'm disappointed.