Even where friendship is concerned it takes me a long time to trust people.
Aside from my work in my everyday private life I'm not a very adventureous...
Now on nights that I can't sleep I play video games alone until the morning.
The truth is I love being alive. And I love feeling free. So if I can't have those things then I feel like a caged animal and I'd rather not be in a cage. I'd rather be dead. And it's real simple. And I think it's not that uncommon.