I got through my teen years by being a bit of a clown.
I sort of was good at writing essays. I was never very good at mathematics...
The best part of learning any profession when you're really going through...
Not the torturer will scare me nor the body's final fall nor the barrels of death's rifles nor the shadows on the wall nor the night when to the ground the last dim star of pain is hurled but the blind indifference of a merciless unfeeling world.